Thanksgiving break finally! XD Sadly I still have college until tuesday. But besides that I'm free.

Right now my musical theater show for West Side Story is performing. Tonight is the last night for it. I'm really happy with it overall. I decorated the lobby and it's da bomb. XD I've done so much that I get to bow with the cast and crew which makes me happy.

Besides that though.... onto why I'm nervous.... I've been having this confined feeling in my chest for nearly a week now. On Wednesday, I nearly fainted at the end of second block so my mom came and got me. We went to the doctors and my doctor did a bunch of tests. They noticed that my heart rate went from 60-some heart beats to 80 some in just a few seconds when I went from sitting to standing. :\ They checked me for diabetes but it turned out negative, not really a surprise. I got a chest x-ray done on wednesday as well. I have to do a blood test, see an cardiologist and an neurologist. And now apparantly I have to see an orthopedist, someone who studies bones. I have spots on my ribs, so I might have this thing called Spondylosis which is arthrosis in the spine and ribs. =3=

Hopefully I am fine.... but until then I will just be nervous.





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1. Introduction - [link]
2. Love - [link]
3. Light -[link]
4. Dark- [link]
5. Seeking Solace- [link]
6. Break Away-[link]
7. Heaven- [link]
8. Innocence- [link]
9. Drive-[link]
10. Breathe Again- [link]
11. Memory- [link]
12. Insanity- [link]
13. Misfortune- [link]
14. Smile- [link]
15. Silence- [link]
16. Questioning- [link]
17. Blood-[link]
18. Rainbow-[link]
19. Gray-[link]
20. Fortitude- [link]
21. Vacation-[link]
22. Mother Nature- [link]
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23. Cat- [link]
24. No Time- [link]
25. Trouble Lurking- [link]
26. Tears- [link]
27. Foreign- [link]
28. Sorrow- [link]
29. Happiness- [link]
30. Under the Rain-[link]
31. Flowers- [link]
32. Night- [link]
33. Expectations- [link]
34. Stars- [link]
35. Hold My Hand- [link]
36. Precious Treasure- [link]
37. Eyes- [link]
38. Abandoned- [link]
39. Dreams-[link]
40. Rated- [link]
41. Teamwork- [link]
42. Standing Still- [link]
43. Dying
44. Two Roads- [link]
45. Illusion
46. Family- [link]
47. Creation-[link]
48. Childhood- [link]
49. Stripes- [link]
50. Breaking the Rules- [link]
51. Sport- [link]
52. Deep in Thought-[link]
53. Keeping a Secret- [link]
54. Tower- [link]
55. Waiting- [link]
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice- [link]
58. Kick in the Head- [link]
59. No Way Out-[link]
60. Rejection- [link]
61. Fairy Tale- [link]
62. Magic- [link]
63. Do Not Disturb- [link]
64. Multitasking- [link]
65. Horror- [link]
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody- [link]
68. Hero- [link]
69. Annoyance- [link]
70. 67%- [link]
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed- [link]
73. I Can't- [link]
74. Are You Challenging Me?-[link]
75. Mirror- [link]
76. Broken Pieces- [link]
77. Test
78. Drink- [link]
79. Starvation
80. Words- [link]
81. Pen and Paper- [link]
82. Can You Hear Me?- [link]
83. Heal- [link]
84. Out Cold-[link]
85. Spiral- [link]
86. Seeing Red- [link]
87. Food-[link]
88. Pain-[link]
89. Through the Fire- [link]
90. Triangle- [link]
91. Drowning- [link]
92. All That I Have- [link]
93. Give Up- [link]
94. Last Hope- [link]
95. Advertisement- [link]
96. In the Storm-[link]
97. Safety First-[link]
98. Puzzle- [link]
99. Solitude-[link]
100. Relaxation- [link]